It's been a bad few days.

I had a panic attack. I thought the water coming from my tap smelled sweet, and it terrified me! I don't know why I do this to myself.

My neighbor checks on me every once in a while. Good thing he did, or else I'd have never gotten to the hospital. I was really dehydrated. I hadn't eaten in a while, either.

If the goddamn government weren't poisoning EVERYTHING I PUT IN MY MOUTH, I WOULDN'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM.