Friday, February 5, 2010

feeling worse today

very anxious, very unsure of myself. maybe i need to start recruiting more people? i haven't had too many interested.

jim says there's a party soon. i'm going as his guest, but not if i still feel like this.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Butterfly pin?

Woke up with a smile on my face, but also wearing a butterfly pin? Wonder why that happened. I have to go talk to Jim today about my duties as an initiate.

Monday, February 1, 2010

i met with men, wearing masks. jim was the only one not in a mask.

one man asked if i was ready to cast aside my destructive personalities, and bring in new, useful ones.
said i was.
was given a pill.
asked what it was.
was told it is called a Chariot. it is my vehicle to a better life.
took it.

they then turned to jim and said something about hangman.

then they left.
jim drove me home.
sleep now.

Merveilleux

I officially join Merveilleux tonight! At midnight I have to meet them in Detroit at midnight. I'll let you know what goes down later. I had to fast for 2 days, so this better be worth it.
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